It sucks to be me.
Saturday, October 15, 2011 // 6:22 AM
"Sometimes after being alone for a long time , it kinda feels good to feel special for awhile"
I wished. Somehow , I feel like everyone hates or dislike me because I'm either fat or ugly. Or just both. My friend , she is so liked by many people while I'm the opposite. Like i got some resistance going on around me. I feel like whatever i did , turns them off. It kinda sad when your friends talk bout guys or kept telling you how they treated them so well but then when it comes to you , you don't have any to talk bout. Mostly feeling left out. I don't even know how it feels to be treated special. Well , today kinda sucks cus i am always having those negative thinking that people hates me. SO , i thought some guys were making fun of me for my plain ugli-ness of obesity. Thanks alot. I almost had fun when there are always people who ruined every single of my day ..I wonder when will my ever-lasting ugliness last ? Oh wait , it's ever lasting. How idiotic of me.
Labels: I want to be special.
It sucks to be me.
Saturday, October 15, 2011 // 6:22 AM
"Sometimes after being alone for a long time , it kinda feels good to feel special for awhile"
I wished. Somehow , I feel like everyone hates or dislike me because I'm either fat or ugly. Or just both. My friend , she is so liked by many people while I'm the opposite. Like i got some resistance going on around me. I feel like whatever i did , turns them off. It kinda sad when your friends talk bout guys or kept telling you how they treated them so well but then when it comes to you , you don't have any to talk bout. Mostly feeling left out. I don't even know how it feels to be treated special. Well , today kinda sucks cus i am always having those negative thinking that people hates me. SO , i thought some guys were making fun of me for my plain ugli-ness of obesity. Thanks alot. I almost had fun when there are always people who ruined every single of my day ..I wonder when will my ever-lasting ugliness last ? Oh wait , it's ever lasting. How idiotic of me.
Labels: I want to be special.
i'm Nadirah .
Not your usual talkative person
Hello , the names Nadirah . Im not popular nor anything . Just an ordinary me (:
Im talkative and also not much of a socialite . Thats why i value my friends and family .
In this blog , there wont be any tagbox whatsoever ...cuz im not in mood for comments (:
Sorry . Cause this blog kinda private .
And its more on personal stuff
I treat people nicely if they too treat me right
Yes , im picky and fussy . Bear with it
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